Adios, 2016

It’s time to reflect on the year that was 2016.

Career

I started a second job at a private health care facility this summer.  I still have my family practice but I needed something more, something different, and I’ll be honest, a large part of the reason was money.  Our government is destroying pubic health care and I feel paralyzed to do much about it.  One the one hand, they are asking physicians to “Choose Wisely” in ordering tests, but on the other, they are vilifying front line workers for creating huge wait times for appointments, tests and surgeries. The right hand has no idea what the left hand is doing.

So, I decided to branch out and see how the other half lives. Private health care is comfortable, timely and compensates me well for my time. For the most part, I am regarded highly by the clients and am appreciated for my work.  This isn’t always the case in my family practice. Sometimes even doctors need their egos stroked every once in a while.

I don’t plan on leaving my family practice any time soon. I am committed to the patients I have and will strive to do my best for them as I always have.  But they have to be held accountable for their own health care as well.  Seeing multiple doctors at walk-in clinics for the common cold is a strain on our health care system and is entirely necessary.  I know you don’t feel well and can’t take any more time off work and for that I’m sorry, but you can’t hold up the emergency department, or see 3 different physicians at 3 different walk-in clinics, then come to see me the next day because you didn’t trust those physicians’ judgement.  And people wonder why there’s no money left for public health care?  If the government instituted a user fee for non-emergent visits to the emergency department, you better believe wait times in the ER would plummet.  People will start to think twice if they are charged $50 up front for walking in to an ER expecting to see a doctor.

But what do I know?  I’m just a doctor. I’m not a politician or an activist. I’ll leave the politicking and the activism to my colleagues who are far better suited for it.

Death

Wow, this year sucked on the celebrity death front.  In no particular order:

  • David Bowie
  • Alan Rickman
  • Glen Frey
  • Nancy Reagan
  • George Kennedy
  • Patty Duke
  • Anton Yelchin
  • Garry Marshall
  • Gene Wilder
  • Alan Thicke
  • Prince
  • Debbie Reynolds
  • Carrie Fisher
  • George Michael
  • John Glenn
  • Florence Henderson
  • Harper Lee
  • Rob Ford
  • Muhammad Ali
  • Kenny Baker
  • Leonard Cohen
  • Janet Reno
  • Zsa Zsa Gabor

On a personal note, the loss of my medical school classmate, fellow mother, runner and friend has left a particularly dark note on 2016 for me.  Her loss was a devastating blow to all those who knew her, to her young children and her parents in particular, but also to the medical community at large. She was a shining star and I have no doubt was going to do a great many things had she lived.  As her parents learn to cope with their new life without their daughter, as her children grow up without their mother, as her patients find new care with other physicians, we must always remember her and say her name.  Elana.

Now is the time for justice. Justice for Elana. Her murderer must be punished and I hope it will come soon, for her family needs closure.  We all need closure.

Domestic violence never touched my life until a month ago.  It won’t soon leave me. I will look for it every day in the eyes of my patients, in their words, in their gestures.  Something good must come from Elana’s brutal death.

Running

What can I say? 2016 kinda sucked on the running front.  My total for the year was 614 km. The year started off with a slump. My dad was hospitalized, it was brutally cold and I lost my mojo.  It took almost until March before I found my stride again, only to be sidelined with injury again.  Shin splints affected me most of the year.  I tried to cross-train with weights and stationary bike but it didn’t seem to help that much.

I did still manage several races this year – 2 x 10K, 1 x 16K, 2 x 5K, 1 x 8K.  No personal bests or personal records for me.

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Ahead to 2017

My goals for 2017 are pretty straight forward.  Run more than last year!  Stay healthy, fit and injury-free.  I would also like to try for a spring half-marathon and if the running gods are with me, a fall half-marathon as well.   I have been on a healthy eating plan with my husband for the past two months and will continue this well into the new year with the aim of losing 10 lbs which dammit, after three children and 8 years of no sleep, I will achieve in 2017! Come hell or high water!

Happy New Year to you all.

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