Injuries Can Suck It!

Last week, I ran almost 10km in two runs.  The first was just over 4km, the second was a run home from the office via a different route that took me to 6km.  That was on Thursday.  My legs ached a bit – that damn shin splint or soleus muscle strain or posterior tibialis stress syndrome – whatever it is, I don’t know for sure, but it ached the entire run.  I stretched and iced when I got home. Friday if felt okay, Saturday the same.  So, being the stubborn pain in the ass that I am, after I did 5km on the stationary bike, I decided to go out for a run.

I was forced to shut it down at 1.5km. Sharp, searing pain in the left calf/shin/whatever the fuck hurts.

Sorry for the curse words.

I am so, so frustrated with myself.  I have continued to run despite being injured.  I thought I was gaining some headway, taking rest days and icing even on days I didn’t run.

But no.  I have truly screwed myself this time.

It hurts now just to walk.  I carried the baby to the park in the Baby Bjorn and my lower legs are on fire now.  I don’t think I will be running again for quite some time.

I am the proverbial doctor who is a bad patient.

I am pretty sure I need either an x-ray to rule out bilateral stress fractures in the tibia, or an ultrasound to rule out tears in the soleus muscle. Or both. With my luck, both.

Is this what I get for running too soon after having a baby?  Are my ligaments and joints still in pregnancy mode?

What is going on????

I’m so defeated by this.  If I can’t run, I don’t know what I’ll do.  Sure, I can bike to and from work. I can get on the stationary bike at home and do my pilates and floor exercises to stay in shape. But that’s not the same as running. It’s just not.

Sorry for the debby downer post.  I am trying to look on the bright side here – but I’m not sure there is one.

Yesterday my husband, who is a fair-weather runner and hasn’t run in months, went out and ran 6km like it was nothing. Really?  I guess I just need to remember this:

Feeling Confident – I Will Run Again

I met with my physiotherapist today. Her name is Sarah and she is amazing. I am so glad I went.

After giving her the history, she examined my feet and didn’t see any swelling or obvious issues like flat feet or high arches. I got on the treadmill for a few minutes and just ran. She watched both of my strides (heel strike first vs mid-foot strike) and for those few minutes my legs felt good.

We headed back to the exam room and that’s when the ankle started throbbing. She started examining my ankle in more detail. She said she noticed a slight wobble of my right foot while I was running. She suspected that the muscles that normally stabilize the ankle joint were weak which lead to the Achilles’ tendon taking the brunt of the force. Once she laid hands in my ankle joint she found that the subtalar joint had almost no movement when compared to the other side.


She worked the joint line for at least 5-10 minutes and was able to get it moving more. I was amazed at the difference!! She then taped the joint in so as to keep it open.


Then she showed me some exercises to do a few times a day that would help eliminate that wobble she saw when I ran. The exercises are heel raises and target the lower leg stabilizer muscles, particularly the tibialis anterior and soleus muscles.


Her assessment made me feel a hundred times better. With some gentle treatment and home exercises. I should be able to strengthen the right foot and get back to my 10k training. She even gave me the green light to try a baby run (no more than 3km) in the next day or two. Of course, I had to promise that I would stop the run if I was in pain.

I had a lot of questions and she answered all of them. I should use a heating pad before I run and to do the exercises as a warm up. If I feel the foot is weak during the run or more importantly, the back of the heel starts aching, I should stop and do some heel raises to activate the proper muscles again. She also took a look at my shoes and said they were in good shape. So for now I’m not going to change them.

We set up another appointment for next week.

After dinner tonight I got right to my exercises and did two sets. The tape feels great and I’m going to leave or on for 3 days.

And I’m running tomorrow!!!